I need to be Deep Freezed!

And it happened again. I lost it amid all. They were all right there staring at me in disbelief wen i picked up a stump to smash someone's ass . I can write a million lines about his stupid act that triggered my anger burst but gee its about me, f that SoB.

Why do i have that shortest fuse, why that much emotional immaturity, why do i become weirdo at times? God! i am too incapable to answer. Have i got an ego bigger than i require? Just can't stand anything against it. I am not a bad person, i know, never bitch about anyone, no backstabbing no hurtful words, nothing. But nothing does matter as long as you have negative EQ. And rest is all dark...